Thursday, May 21, 2009

The Middle.....

Well, this is the middle of my story....let's see.....

Well, I had just came back from MY SUPER SWEET 16 in California. Me and my then best friend, Sam were driving and we drove past his house and he was outside, so we drove back over there. We pulled up, and he didn't know who it was. He was so confused, until he started walking up to the car and he saw Sam, then he saw me and his jaw almost dropped to the ground. He walked over to the driver's side and we talked, then he tried to convince me to let him drive my car. It was Asa, I let him do everything, so I let him drive it. He put his number in my phone, but I didn't expect for him to call. I dropped him off at home and went my merry way. The next day, when I was at my friends trunk party I called him and he didn't answer. I thought, "typical Asa." I just moved on with my life, like I had been doing. But, the next day, he text me out of nowhere saying, "I'm sorry about yesterday. But, what are you doing tonight?" I had to look at the phone a good 5 times, to get the shock to go away. We text back and forth and he wanted me to come to his house that night, so I told him I was going to stop by and we stopped texting. About a half hour later, he text me, "where u at" I was like damn...this nigga really wants to see me. It was very shocking because he's never acted this way before. Anyways, I told him I was still at my friends house. He told me to come over now....I was like...Ooook. So, I left my friends house and went over there. I looked regular as hell, like I didn't plan on seeing him or I would've looked cuter. Anyways, I pulled up and he was sitting in his friends car.....we talked or whatever. And, he wanted to go up to the Premier, and of course he wanted to drive, so I let him drive. We drove up to the Premier, and we drove around to a couple more places, and eventually went back to his house. We parked in front of his house. And, what happened next, I would've never expected....we talked from 11 that night, all the way to 7 in the morning. I mean, no awkward silences, and we talked about EVERYTHING! Like, yea, I've known Asa for years, but I didn't really "know" him. You know? We talked about our feelings towards each other, and he apoligized for how he treated me like shit for those past years, and how he wasn't ready for me. I understood. He told me how he liked a girl like me, independent, intelligent, beautiful, and knows what they want out of life. I just smiled. He asked why I stayed around so long, and never left. I couldn't answer that for him then, because I was half sleep, but the answer is because I knew what he was capable of and I knew we would be a great couple. Ever since I was younger, I never imagined myself with anyone other than him. Anyways, when 7 rolled around, we went to McDonald's to get some breakfast and went back to his house....he got out of the car and said he was going to get some rest...I said, "see you in a couple months..." he laughed..."Why don't you go home and get some rest? And, then come back over here?" I was like ok. So, I went home and hit the couch. I was too excited to get up, but when I got up I went to my best friends house. Asa eventually called me and asked me what I was doing.......he invited me to go the beach with him and his friends. I went.....he introduced me to all his friends, but its how he introduced me. "My chick..." WHAT?! We hadn't discussed this....I didn't know we were together....I'm still talking to other guys...(and so was he, but we'll get to that.) Well, that was the beginning of a rocky relationship...........we went everywhere together after that day....EVERY DAY!! One night we went to the city to kick it with his best friend and her guy and I was going through his phone and he was talking about how he was going to "drop F's" I asked Akeem (his best friend, who he was having this conversation with) and he wouldn't tell me what he was talking about, so here came my infamous attitude. He was like, "What's wrong with you?" "Who the hell is F's?".....silence.....Come to find out F's is this bitch that he was talking to before he started talking to me and he was telling Akeem that he was going to drop her and give up his bachelor card to be faithful to me. I didn't care....I was passed pissed and told him to take me home! If your're wondering why they called her "F's" its because she had F size breasts...yea, I know. Her real name is Keviette....yea I know. Anyways, we moved on from that, and went on with our relationship. But, then his birthday came around. He made me wear this outfit that I wouldn't normally wear, but I liked it. I ended up looking really nice.(to the right) Anyways, we went to the hotel, got a big ass bottle of Goose and had a good time. He was introducing me to his guys, and they almost jumped out of their body to talk to me, even little midgets. But, I love them all!! Lol. Anyways, me and his ex-best friend, Chara decided to go to McDonald's and we began to talk and she asked me how I was feeling after last night happened......I was like, huh???....Anyways, to make a long story short. Earlier that day, like 2 in the morning, me and Asa went to his cousin Damien's house and had sex on his couch, and when we were done he was acting really weird. I didn't know why....but Chara told me why....because the condom fell off and he had to "find it." And, he thought I was pregnant because it was empty when he "found it." I got mad as hell. But, what pissed me off even more was when I got back to the room, and everybody knew EXCEPT ME! His cousin, his best friends....EVERY FUCKING BODY! I was too mad! Anyways, he took me outside and tried to apoligize saying, "I didn't know how to tell you" "I didn't want to mess up your future, because you have everything planned out.." But, I felt so disrespected, but I forgave him. (a bad habit that has developed over the months.) Hmmm....what happened next?? We spent all the major holidays together....shit EVERYDAY together......Ohh....I forgot what month it was, but Asa was still going to Thornwood and he constantly got suspended, and his car wasn't working, so I would drive to his house in the morning and he would take me to school and he would keep my car throughout the day because he couldn't stay at home because his parents would find out. This happened on and off for a month.....yes, I'm a good ass girlfriend, BELIEVE THAT!...I think thats it for this blog.....next is "The Intermission..."

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